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a_white_rain at 05:57pm on 10/06/2009 under fandom: cardcaptor sakura
a_white_rain at 05:57pm on 10/06/2009 under fandom: cardcaptor sakuraSimple
By: (Yami) White Rain
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura.
Pairing: Tomoyo x Sakura
Words: 468
Summary: But as she grew older things changed.
Things had been much simpler when she was ten. When she recorded Sakura’s adventures and made her battle outfits. When she was younger she would have been happy with the knowledge that Sakura was happy. As long as Sakura was happy she was hapy.
But as she grew older things changed.
Sakura’s feelings grew deeper for Li every passing day it seemed. Every time he emailed her she would light up. She lived for his replies and phone calls. It wasn’t long before the two of them admitted their feelings for each other.
She knew it was hopeless to think that Sakura would ever fall for her. As soon and Li walked in their class that day... She knew that she had lost Sakura. The feeling hasn’t been that clear. It was just a feeling a dread that she felt.
It was silly to think that Sakura would ever fall for her anyway. Sakura could bond with Li in ways that they never could. Their bond over the Clow cards and the magic they both had. She could never experience that. She could never share that with Sakura.
To an outsider it would seem she had all she could ever want. But the one thing she wanted she could never have.
Sakura loved another.
She couldn’t take that away.
No matter how much it hurt.
If by some twist of fate she could find a way to break up Sakura and Li she would never do it. She could never hurt Sakura even if it meant hurting herself.
She never could even tell Sakura how she felt. Sakura would just feel guilty that she couldn’t return her feelings. It was best if no one knew.
And her feelings for Sakura could never die. She didn’t want them to die even though it hurt so much.
She couldn’t even go out on a silly date. When someone asked her out she would say no. It would be like betraying Sakura. Like if she went out with someone it would be make her feelings for Sakura lesson. She couldn’t bear that.
As much as it hurt to never have Sakura she could never imagine loving someone else. She didn’t want to love someone else. It would be silly to try because her feelings for Sakura were just too strong.
She could never have Sakura.
It tore her up inside to be with her everyday but never be truly with her. To watch Sakura’s love for Li continue to grow. To know she could never have it.
But she wouldn’t give up her love for Sakura. She couldn’t. The pain of loosing the love she felt for Sakura would more painful then anything she could imagine.
She was doomed to watch from afar. She could never have what she wanted.
Never...
By: (Yami) White Rain
Disclaimer: I do not own Card Captor Sakura.
Pairing: Tomoyo x Sakura
Words: 468
Summary: But as she grew older things changed.
Things had been much simpler when she was ten. When she recorded Sakura’s adventures and made her battle outfits. When she was younger she would have been happy with the knowledge that Sakura was happy. As long as Sakura was happy she was hapy.
But as she grew older things changed.
Sakura’s feelings grew deeper for Li every passing day it seemed. Every time he emailed her she would light up. She lived for his replies and phone calls. It wasn’t long before the two of them admitted their feelings for each other.
She knew it was hopeless to think that Sakura would ever fall for her. As soon and Li walked in their class that day... She knew that she had lost Sakura. The feeling hasn’t been that clear. It was just a feeling a dread that she felt.
It was silly to think that Sakura would ever fall for her anyway. Sakura could bond with Li in ways that they never could. Their bond over the Clow cards and the magic they both had. She could never experience that. She could never share that with Sakura.
To an outsider it would seem she had all she could ever want. But the one thing she wanted she could never have.
Sakura loved another.
She couldn’t take that away.
No matter how much it hurt.
If by some twist of fate she could find a way to break up Sakura and Li she would never do it. She could never hurt Sakura even if it meant hurting herself.
She never could even tell Sakura how she felt. Sakura would just feel guilty that she couldn’t return her feelings. It was best if no one knew.
And her feelings for Sakura could never die. She didn’t want them to die even though it hurt so much.
She couldn’t even go out on a silly date. When someone asked her out she would say no. It would be like betraying Sakura. Like if she went out with someone it would be make her feelings for Sakura lesson. She couldn’t bear that.
As much as it hurt to never have Sakura she could never imagine loving someone else. She didn’t want to love someone else. It would be silly to try because her feelings for Sakura were just too strong.
She could never have Sakura.
It tore her up inside to be with her everyday but never be truly with her. To watch Sakura’s love for Li continue to grow. To know she could never have it.
But she wouldn’t give up her love for Sakura. She couldn’t. The pain of loosing the love she felt for Sakura would more painful then anything she could imagine.
She was doomed to watch from afar. She could never have what she wanted.
Never...